Wednesday, 18 November 2009
Thursday, 12 November 2009
If there's nothing to do and the grey clouds during the day aren't capable of bringing one's mood up, then one might as well just sleep the long hours of the day and enjoy the comfort of the night.. As the night doesn't fool you, the darkness is always the same, there are no promises of sunshine and everything looks exactly as it did the night before..
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
You haven't made me immortal but you have surely killed me and I'm dead - alive...
Knowing that my heart will never work again,
knowing that no one will ever be able to be close to me..
So what's left is some silly game that I play each afternoon I wake,
each night I live, until my body is so exhausted
that I will go to rest again early in the morning..
The pursuit of happiness I once craved is nothing but a joke..
Expecting to receive a message of someone, informing me that you no longer exist,
each day when I eventually wake, just so that I can die a little bit more
as only in you I'm still alive and your last breath will be mine..
Rejection truly does cause pain, therefore anger and maybe even insanity..
What destroys me the most is that this does not bother you because if it would,
you wouldn't have killed me in the first place..